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- its like i grown after all this problem . there is a god in every path . well yeah it's really hard to forget her but still  everything has passed . maybe it's abnormal with me . maybe she still seeks for perfectness from others . well who knows . i just can hope she can find it deeply the answer . yeah i was cursing her with every painful words but it was a torn for me also . we can't moving backward for now, we can't even start from beginning . yeah, love was hard . people who read this just make sure you are really 100% having a love with your couple's . don't be fool as me . was too loving her . and this what i get . i am ready for everything for her . but she never listen me . well how can i talk how can i say . as i said love wasn't easy .

beginning from ground zero

well today was the fucking day ever :D .
i broke up with my 1 true love .
yeah, my one true love .
well yeah sometimes bad will happen to us right ? but life goes on right ? what can we do ?
it's isn't anyone false . it's people decision and what they want to pick .
it's hard to living with this kind of world now .
all living with unfair .

but no matter goes on i will still love her .
arelonk .